In the End

There’s two kinds of people, those who try and those who don’t
And only time will tell which one you were
And it’s alright if you don’t know which way you’re gonna go
Just don’t be afraid to feel it all

*Keep on Wanting - The Fray*

It sucks sometimes. Feels like you're doing well, everythings great...then the past creeps in. I know it's impossible to just forget things that happen, but moving on is possible. right?

so why does it bother me so much? its not like i can take anything back or change what i did...feeling like this sucks. some days its easier to let go, to keep the negativity at bay. other days its overwhelming and i absolutely hate myself. 

in the end the only person i can blame is myself. and the only person that can help me through it is me. i just need to be unafraid to feel the shame, hurt, and pain.