Be you.

"Sometimes you feel like you're going to be tested, sometimes you're gonna feel like you can't take anymore...sometimes you're going to want to quit; but God only gives you the battles He knows you can handle"

Yeah...I wish He didn't trust me so much. Preseason has been a killer so far, three days of three a days with two to go. It's not the fitness that's killing me, I'm beasting with that. Keeping myself in the top three and pushing through the workouts as best I can. My problems are coming from medical issues. My mom thinks I might have mono...again...which I'm praying is not the case. My sister freaks me out even more when she worries and asks questions, and all I know is that I want to get to the doctor and figure out what's wrong with me. I want to be able complete these workouts without feeling utterly exhausted. I want to not feel like I'm putting my health at risk. I don't want to miss any soccer either, dealing with so many injuries in the past I just want the season where we can actually do well not to be one I have to watch from the sidelines. I've worked hard all summer to be in good shape and been working to earn my starting spot...this game means everything to me.

One of my best friends told me he knows I'll be able to handle this cause God knows I can handle it...I hope he's putting his trust in the right person.