Isn't it ironic.

Miss beedizzle murphy i must say you are not alone. not alone in the slightest. 

this is that part where you're not supposed to feel sad
this is the part when you shouldn't feel lonely, the part where you should have confidence in yourself
this is the part where you don't have to hide...the part where you dont have to close the door, don't have to shut the world out...the part where you don't need tears to help you sleep.

its been a rough start to the school year. summer's over...classes have started but i can't help but feel a sense of dread. i still don't know what's wrong with me medically, i'm missing my best friend more and more each day, and i'm finding it pointless to try and make attempts to have new friends. at the same time...i absolutely hate being alone. ironic right?


who knows anymore.