Sing Along

"My heart's a stereo
It beats for you, so listen close
Hear my thoughts in every note, oh oh.
Make me your radio
Turn me up when you feel low
This melody was meant for you
Just sing along to my stereo"

--Stereo Hearts

I never get tired of music. It's the words I can't say, the feelings I can't describe; they come out in music, in lyrics...in the melody. It really kills me that I've never been musically talented. I can't sing, can't play an instrument, can't even dance. If there is one talent I would love to have it would be to somehow musically inclined. Playing the piano is a dream I've always wanted to accomplish, but have fallen short on time and time again. It's sad...but I've promised myself that the kids I have someday will learn how to play. 

This was possibly a meaningless post, but with the stress I've been feeling the past few weeks music has been my only solace. Putting in the headphones and shutting the world out, alone in my room, it's perfect. I'm still going back and forth to the doctors trying to figure out what's wrong, playing on a broken toe, dealing with drama...Freud would find my unconscious in total chaos right now. An epic battle going down between the id, ego, and super ego.

Oh well...homework beckons. Headphones in, world off for one more night.

I miss you Nicky.