Bittersweet

"All we ever do is say goodbye...."

--John Mayer

It's the last days of school! Words can't describe how excited and ready to move on I am. In 8 days I move into the apartment with Megski and Kat, and in 7 days I will be done with my sophmore/junior year of college. my meeting with the kckcc is today at 230 and I'm actually really nervous! this is what makes or breaks my goal of graduating early...what a day!

Now that we're at the end, I'm surprisingly sad. Its already been a whirlwind of a semester for me and I lost one person I care a lot about...and i'm not sure if I can lose another couple people. The goofy friends that kept me smiling when i didn't want to, the seniors I've looked to for support and advice...it's definitely gonna suck saying goodbye. The end is always bittersweet...you want people to do well, you want people to be happy, but you don't want to lose them either. This is where I always get stuck...definitely miss some people but can't really let them know or let down the smile for their benefit. Blahh, I don't know what this post was supposed to be about. I don't even know why I bothered posting. whateverrrr, it is what it is.