This Sucks

“There is a sacredness in tears. They are not the mark of weakness, but of power. They speak more eloquently than ten thousand tongues. They are messengers of overwhelming grief...and unspeakable love.”
--Washington Irving

I really wish I could feel better. but i'm still not sleeping, still thinking about what to do now that soccer...my one outlet...is gone. i've been running to clear my head and spending a lot of time alone. i don't want to bring anyone down or put the misery on anyone else. but i'm getting grief for not going out and not talking and staying to myself...can't get it right can i.

 

I don't know what to do anymore. Letting go won't happen anytime soon...i'm giving up on trying to have people understand. this sucks.