am i crazy?

 Never does the human soul appear so strong as when it forgoes revenge, and dares forgive an injury

are we really to the point where you can't take a 30 second elevator ride with me? it's not like i was the only one in it, or like you'd even attempt to make eye contact so what the big deal was i dont know. are you jealous that i have a better friend now? or have you realized finally that i was right, that everyone you blew off for her isnt here to back you up? maybe its time you be the man you claim to be and apologize and make some changes. no one is gonna be there to catch you when you fall if you keep this up. we've all tried but there's a point when you need to learn to save yourself. i get that maybe our minds dont think alike, that you're a stubborn egotistical jackass kinda guy and i'm a self sacrificing care too much kinda girl...but that's why were we friends. i'd tell you when to be considerate and you'd tell me when to have a back bone. either way, the point we've gotten to is ridiculous.

so am i crazy, i mean really crazy for wanting to run upstairs and force you to talk to me? i hate that we dont talk and i hate that you dont care. even if you wont apologize i've forgiven you. as mad as i am no one deserves to be alone, to be friendless. even if you broke all your promises, i'm not gonna break mine.