i'm a bit fed up with fair weather friends. i'm the kind of friend that will drop whatever i'm doing to help, provide an ear when someone needs to talk, and protect the people i care about. maybe its just me, but i dont think it is really all that hard.
i used to have a friend, a best friend, that i went to anytime i wanted. a friend that listened to my problems, was a shoulder to cry on, and a person that could make me smile. not so much anymore. he has a new girlfriend. a girlfriend i might add, that i think is pretty shady. she's said things i went to his defense for, has treated him poorly, and changed him completely. now i find out she doesnt like us texting and thinks that there is "something going on between us". he and i have already been fighting constantly, just getting over a pretty big fight. when the topic came up last night, i lost my temper. told him she was an immature bitch and he a pathetic dumbass for letting something so stupid ruin a friendship. told him to "fuck it. you can tell her we aren't friends".
was it an over reaction? maybe. but all the effort i've put in to making the friendship work got thrown in my face. in the past i let it go, apologized for something i had no responsibility in. but this time is different. i have travs, who i hate to be in the middle of it, but is a far better friend. and i've started getting to know his aaaamazing lady friend bee. she and i are destined to be friends! between those two, megski, and nicky i'm set. don't need anyone else!
friendship is supposed to be a two way street. sometime we carry one another, sometimes we get separated. other times we walk in the same direction, but become separated by a fork in the road. it just happens. and there is nothing we can do about it.
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